menos el oso

everything hurts and aches on my body, inside and out.
i got wrecked last night and threw up way too many times.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucking gay.
nothing goes good lately, really.

Everytime I wake up I feel like I'm in a really bad dream

Good things happen, but I don't feel happy at all.

If it takes you

I don't want to.
If it makes you scared
In the bare, anyway.

If it makes you, I don't want to..
See your face when you feel
Not alive.

If you're lying in bed with the pride of a lion
Are you there?
If you're shrewd enough to be underlined
You are there.

A world premier.

yoursyoursyours

it may not feel like it to you, but thats what it is. one hundred fucking percent.
man. i dont even know how to feel anymore, this shit has drained me completely. i just feel numb and out of place, i miss how it felt.
i dont know how to act normal.
its crazy how one single person can have so much control over you when they dont even mean to. its crazy how weak and vulnerable you feel. its crazy how much you feel of you is not there.
i don't want to be fucking friends.
i want everything to fucking rewind.


i miss you so much.
id do anything.:(

clearly

the worst day in the history of all days.

i am scum.



incubus live is quite amazing though.

it

comes back to haunt me more than you think.

i wish i could see you now, i wish you would show that you felt as much as i do.
i miss everything about you.
i'm gonna take a wild guess that this isn't necessarily good.

:(

talking through glass

im taking my shit with me and dealing with it all step by step.

btw listen to thrice's new album.