I've gotta admit
It feels so great, even better than before. Worth the troubles, you make me feel amazing. I love being with you, its a feeling no one else has given me. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Anyway, work is draining me, and apparently my parents as well. That's so fucking retarded, they stress and pressure me so much when its the last thing I need. Like holy shit man I can't wait til the day I walk out of here and walk in to the doors of my own place. I'm not down for dumb ass running away to random house cause I know I won't make real progress. When the right moment comes everything will work out. So tired now, wish I wasn't laying down alone :( te quiero wolf, eres lindo en tantas maneras, creo que esta ves nosotros vamos a hacer tan tan tan bien.

I'm bringing myself down so much. I have no motivation, no push. I'm a fuckin mess, I'm really tired of feeling like this. I put on a good face when I need to but at the end if the day all I want is to be next to you. I swear man, I'm gonna force myself to move on if this isn't going anywhere past here.

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:)

progressing, slowly, not too surely. but definitely progressing.
working, going to class, partying, loving, living.
i still miss you so much and every day i hope that your feelings aren't changing in negative ways. i'm trying to be patient i really am. i still bring myself down sometimes when i have long nights ahead of me and there's nothing but memories of you on my mind. i just hope this ends out as good as it seems it will.


i wanna get my first tattoo already, and my second..and third..
i thought about getting a heart, not symmetrical.. on my wrist. the side of it. and the end of the heart starts forming a letter and it encircles the heart and says "immerse your soul in love."

its the last lines from Radiohead's "street spirit"
y/n?

night/day

both cause me to feel completely different. work seems easy, its definitely a relief to my thoughts.
i'm glad im close to manny again. he's seriously one of the like-3 people i can hang out with alot lately and not get annoyed of. thanks for taking my mind off of shit so many times and doing so much dumb shit to make me almost piss myself from laughter. i love him much man.
i'm trying to lift myself up even when im home alone.
its hard though, cause i'm always gonna end up thinking about you at the end of the day.

i don't know what goes on in your head, or how you're doing, but i'm guessing you're doing more than fine. enjoy yourself.

i really

hope you miss me

HOLY

COCK AND BALLS WHY IS BRAND NEW SO GOOD
hehehhheeehhheheh 3:05 am im kinda hyper but super sleepy at the same time.
im feeling some progress.

menos el oso

everything hurts and aches on my body, inside and out.
i got wrecked last night and threw up way too many times.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucking gay.
nothing goes good lately, really.