females

like to feel important
like to feel exceptional
like to feel cherished
value even the smallest attempts at gestures of appreciation;
even the smallest indications that express the feelings and emotions felt.
gestures to ensure it isn't a one way road.
a random simple note, a 4 page letter, a single sunflower, noticeable attempts, a dinner date, a quick drawing, anything with a distinct significance.

: distinguished by some unusual quality: being in some way superior : held in particular esteem : readily distinguishable from others of the same category : being other than the usual.

they like to feel special, not under appreciated



just jumbled up thoughts i needed to let out, or some advice. however you'd like to take it.

the most dangerous commercials

up and down up and down high and low laugh and cry;
ups and downs make up my days lately.

i'm on up right now, but lets see what happens after i wake up in a few hours.

whoever is trying to mess with my shit is failing really hard. i hope its a girl, i wanna fight.

failure by design

brand new night<3

sooo much shit on my mind. i'm getting to the bottom of everything i wont be satisfied til i do,
i've been neglecting my best friend and it makes me feel so shitty when i think about it.

i hope i hope i hope for positive occurrences in the very near future.

i will possess your heart

i dont know what i am doing anymore, and its really starting to get to me.
things aren't improving in any way whatsoever.



buuuuuuuuuut, i've been painting all day.
working on a new canvas..
that picture makes it look more interesting than it is, but i'm aiming for something like that.
its half of that, and i'm running out of ideas yet again...

i'm in desperate need of a job hunting buddy.

I never loved nobody fully

Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
Break my fall


everytime i go to vagabond, something always happens.
i think this calls for a change!

why

are you so amazing?