I've gotta admit
It feels so great, even better than before. Worth the troubles, you make me feel amazing. I love being with you, its a feeling no one else has given me. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Anyway, work is draining me, and apparently my parents as well. That's so fucking retarded, they stress and pressure me so much when its the last thing I need. Like holy shit man I can't wait til the day I walk out of here and walk in to the doors of my own place. I'm not down for dumb ass running away to random house cause I know I won't make real progress. When the right moment comes everything will work out. So tired now, wish I wasn't laying down alone :( te quiero wolf, eres lindo en tantas maneras, creo que esta ves nosotros vamos a hacer tan tan tan bien.

I'm bringing myself down so much. I have no motivation, no push. I'm a fuckin mess, I'm really tired of feeling like this. I put on a good face when I need to but at the end if the day all I want is to be next to you. I swear man, I'm gonna force myself to move on if this isn't going anywhere past here.